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Image by Joe<\/a> from Pixabay<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Three weeks ago, What God Has Ordained<\/a><\/em> went live. This morning I opened Google Search Console \u2014 same as every other morning \u2014 then answered a couple of emails, and that was that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eighteen months of working toward this moment: a cover reveal, ARC readers, query emails, rebuilding our newsletter<\/a>, a pre-order campaign, the actual publication day itself \u2014 and this \u201csameness\u201d is what it looks like on the other side. I keep waiting for the preparations to pay off, for something exciting to happen, and it just… doesn’t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I found out after talking it over with a friend that there’s a term for this. I didn’t make it up and neither did my friend in an attempt to make me feel better about it. Psychologists call this the arrival fallacy<\/em>: the letdown we feel after reaching a long-anticipated goal and discovering the ground doesn’t move the way we thought it would. I’m not interested in writing about the psychology. But, I figure that if I needed to know I wasn’t inventing a weird, amorphous feeling out of nothing, then you and a lot of other people probably need to know it, too. Arrival fallacy<\/em> is a documented, shared, and deeply human experience. And it helps me to know that others who’ve crossed a big finish line have stood exactly where I’m standing and thought: that’s it?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Image by StockSnap<\/a> from Pixabay<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

What scared me most about writing this post was that this flatness looks like failure — to a lot of people<\/em>. And honestly, I’ve been arguing down that \u201cfailure narrative\u201d in my own head since October 2nd. Just thinking about saying any of this publicly made my chest tighten, because I know how this reads from the outside: book comes out, nothing happens, I\u2019m shit as a writer and this proves it.<\/em> It\u2019s the story everyone’s afraid of, even though so many of us have to live with it in our heads.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But I\u2019m here to tell you that for us, nothing ended on October 1st<\/em> except our book\u2019s pre-publication status, that is. We didn’t end, the book itself didn’t end, and the work is not over. We just moved into the next phase, and that’s nothing to feel down about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Indie Publishing Myth We All Got Sold<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Somewhere along the way, the indie-author world absorbed this idea that a launch either pops immediately or it’s failed \u2014 that the first weekend tells you everything, and if it doesn’t, you should be \u201cturning in your writer\u2019s card.\u201d It’s a myth that many in the industry sell, but has nothing to do with how books actually find their readers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paladin’s Grace<\/em>, for example, is still selling six years after it came out. Six years<\/em>. Nobody warns you that the real timeline for a new book finding its audience was never going to be two or three days. After three weeks, a sales number too small to feel like proof of anything, one likely DNF, and a guess at fifteen new newsletter signups \u2014 that’s not evidence of failure! In fact, it\u2019s just the baseline, the starting place for our future work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I know that, but knowing it and feeling<\/em> it are not the same thing. I’m not going to pretend they are just because I’m the one with fingers on the keyboard this time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Facing “Book Launch Letdown” On Purpose<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

I’ve done enough of my own inner work over the years to know that fear should never get the only vote on anything \u2014 not in how I write, and not in how I live. So when something like this shows up, my learned instinct is to turn and gaze right at it rather than let it run the show from the shadows. That differs from \u201cperformative bravery\u201d, and it took someone pointing out the difference for me to actually see it. One is choosing to face the thing on my own terms. The other is just fear wearing a different costume. And as soon as I identify any fear, I choose the former.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So this is me, doing that, and not because publishing a book that hasn’t set a launch-day record for sales is some kind of failure I need to confess. It’s because this is<\/em> the valley, not the peak. It is a real part of this journey, and who writes about it honestly? We usually get either the triumphant launch post or the quietly-abandoned-Substack version, and nothing in between that just says: I built toward this for a year and a half, and now I’m back to checking Search Console and answering email, and it just feels damned weird.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

You’re Not Failing<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

If you’re in your own version of this \u2014 the thing you’ve worked toward for months or years finally happened, and the ground just… didn’t move \u2014 then we\u2019re in good company. I don’t have a five-step plan for you, but I don’t think we really need one. What I needed was just somebody to say this part to me out loud, so now I’m saying it to you:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Image by Talie Scrap<\/a> from Pixabay<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

You are not behind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You are not failing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You are, very simply, in the part of the story that doesn’t get written about because it isn’t dramatic enough to make the highlight reel. It’s just another Tuesday in week three of something that’s going to take a lot longer than three weeks to become whatever it’s going to become.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

If What God Has Ordained<\/em> is new to you and you’d like to see what all of this has been building toward, it’s available now \u2014 Book One of The Legacy of Chandar. Come find out what Menelon looks like from the inside. I promise it’s a better story than “the author stared at Search Console for a while.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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